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Monday, March 21st, 2005
8:13 am - Bonjour, finally a place where I can use stones!

Hiya...my name's Lucy and I'm 17. I've been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and I happen to live in the UK...so, erm...yeah.

Heh, finally a place where I don't need to convert everything to pounds (although, I must say, it's done wonders for my 14 times table).

current mood: awake

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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
3:33 pm - a tip

I know we all go through "hunger pains"

a little tip..i know some my turn their noses up at...
but at most cvs,walgreens,white hens places like that they sell this big pickel in a bag..its only 5 cals for the WHOLE thing...
trust me i checked and rechecked this..
it tastes good (to me) and fills you up!!!!
and hell 5 cals you can burn while eating it!!!

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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
2:20 am

I think I'm leaving. If anyone else would like to take over this community, speak up now and I'll simply sign it over to you rather than deleting.

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Monday, February 21st, 2005
9:43 am

hi im new here. My stats are pretty disgusting @ the mo, from reading them you'd thing i'd be the last person to have an ED (well except maybe fatties, food munching disease). I'm ex-ana, i still fast,still, still hate food from the very depths of my soul i swear i'll still loathe it till my dying day, ut somehow iv'e majorily gained weight, i gained 13 lbs in one weekwtf!?!?!?! and im currently mia. Y'no what they saay what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down story f my life basically. but i will be down to 8st by the end of march. anyway here are my stats:
Height:4ft 11"(dont think ill ever grow im sure i shrank)
LW(@ current height):105
tw:8st or 112lbs(for now anyways-i do intend to go lower)

current mood: infuriated

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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
7:07 pm - x-posted

So a few months ago there was a photo taken of me and my little sister..
well my sister tells me today that my cousin was looking at it and telling my mother that I look anorexic and I need to be locked away and all this shit...
for one thing this said cousin is FAT and Im not saying that to be mean or anything..its just a fact that she is.
I also love how all the sudden people who dont know jack about an eating dissorder all the sudden seem to magically get their Phd!! and become a doctor!!!

How do you gals cope with family like this?

For almost 2 weeks I have been eating under 300 cals a day...I will be staying with my father till I move back to England..so Im a bit worried he will notice...

Today I went and used a friends scale...its a actually $250 scale!!! It can even measure your heart rate from your bare feet!! its buts...but dead acurate...
as it turns out the scale in my house is old and WRONG...I weight less than I thought...
Im down to 109 from 121....
I KNOW I have so much more to go....but it just shows...how staying strong...can work!!!

I hope everyone is having a great weekend and your gals support means SOOOO much!!!!


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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
1:33 am - New here

Hi I just joined, im new to the internet side of all this. I have really been enjoying reading all the posts on livejournal and wanted a community to join. I really like the idea of the this one because its uk. Here are my stats (im so ashamed)
Im 5'7"
HW 143 lbs
CW 136 lbs
LW 128 lbs
GW 110 lbs
I really need some encouragement regarding will power im having real trouble being at university with all the stupid pizza parties and things. Hopefully i can make some friends here and share ideas. Ive been ana/mia for as long as i can remember. Im 18 now, its been at least 7 years. I think at the moment my state of mind is more like ana but im probably mia because im so useless and always end up binging and purging!
Hope to be in touch with you all soon!

current mood: contemplative

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Friday, February 18th, 2005
11:20 am

Hello all!
I just joined.
My names nicole and Ill be 21 on the 27th...
I have struggled with ana and mia for 9 years now...
2 hospitalizations....
Heart condition,lost teeth and so on...still I go on...
my life has been crazy recently and Im in the process of trying to move back to england from chicago...
I have relapsed into ana.
I have not eaten past 400 calories in almost 2 weeks
I subsist on Diet dr p and one low fat cream yoplait a day which is 120 cals.
and then for dinner 5 saltines.

I really need some support...or just a place where Im understood and NOT told to eat....
if anyone needs to talk Im here!
my email is
and aim is aurora04pilot

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Thursday, February 17th, 2005
9:48 pm

Heya new member here! I'm Skyera and I live in London. Well here are my stats:
Height: 5'4
cw: 116
hw: 148
lw: 110
stgw: 110, then 98

I'm so glad there's a community for people with eds in the uk (even though the user info says you can join regardless of location) because things are done differently over here than in the states - different food labels/media etc. and especially a difference in how people respond to anorexia. Anyway, I've had my ed for about 2 and a half yrs now and I was a heavy cutter before that. I joined a model/casting agency in the summer when I reached my goal weight and that's been my main motivation to stay thin. I fast regularly but when I don't, crystal meth is what I use to keep me going - it's so perfect, you feel so hyper and active and you lose all your appetite.
Think Thin,
<3 xskyex

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7:33 pm

Hello loves! I've made us a banner, so if you'd like to promote and help get this community off the ground, you're encouraged to do so.

I'd also like to say welcome and thank you to everyone who has joined!

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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
11:34 pm

Hi, names Elisabeth. Im not usually into this kind of thing but talking to myself constantly about my weight can get somewhat dull.
I guess ill start with the basics because that’s what you guys did and im such a follower.
Current weight- 124 (Been healthy fat for 6 months)
Lowest weight- 100
Highest weight-140...ish
Short term goal-117

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8:20 am - Intro...

Hey, I'm Cassia, I live in Nottingham. I'm 16 and have suffered from anorexia since the age of about 6, diagnosed when I was 10 and admitted to a specialist unit in London when I was 11 for a year. I've been through bouts of 'recovery' which mainly consisted of putting on weight to shut people up...now I'm being threatened yet again to be re admitted into a unit, whether I will go or not is a completely different question.

My stats:
lw-20kg--when I was 11, I haven't grown since then
gw-as low as I can get.

I don't have any recent pics at the moment, but will try and get some done when I pluck up the courage.

A question: what fruit (except a banana) do you find fills you up the most?

Thank you xxxx

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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
2:34 pm

I'm joining! My name is Brie, and I live in New York, I can't wait until my class takes a trip to Europe though, it's really where I feel I belong.

Anyway, I'm 19 and here are my stats!

Height: 5'5"
CW: 88 (lbs.)
HW: 95
LW: 84
STG: 80
LTG: 68

Right now I'm on a fast, and I think I'm going to go until Saturday. My longest ever was a week and a half (by then I just stopped counting it by hours). I hope to meet a lot of friends, I'm new to livejournal!

Ciao darlings,

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8:12 am - stats

As per your request, here is some info about myself:

Ht: 5’8
STG:125 (by spring)
LTG: less than zero

I have been dealing with an ED since freshman year in high school (like 8 years). Bad Bad Drug Addiction (mostly meth) since about sophmore year (7 years). Since about a year ago I stopped the drugs and switched back to ana (I got bored with simplicity?) Now.. ..
I have a nice corporate coffee addiction AND an Eating Disorder. You can’t go shopping when you haven’t slept in a week…so I figure, this whole school and work thing is the way to go when it comes to wanting/having nice things. Im superficial and I love good music. That’s my story.

Kudos to the gal who started this community. Lovely picture as well.

Many thanks.

current mood: awake

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9:36 am - Mod intro.

Alright, I suppose I had better start off the introductions as I now have members.

Name: Charlotte
Age: 20
Location: London
Height: 5' 7.5"
Weight: 41kg
Feel free to ask me anything else you may want to know. I'm always here to help.

This is me. Sorry about the anonymity, but I try to keep a low profile here.

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12:42 am

Any suggestions for the community are always welcome. My goal is to give you exactly what you want.

In addition to that, any layout advice would be much appreciated as I am new to this whole thing.

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8:41 am

To seek moderation of anyone in violation of the rules, simply comment here and I will deal with the problem as soon as possible.

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